Trigger Warning: The following interview includes a personal account of rape in the answer for Question 8. The answer is being republished as a documentation of experience, not to normalize it. Sex without explicit consent is neither endorsed nor promoted by Elysium Lifestyle. If you were the victim of a sexual assault, know that there are resources out there to help you process any trauma that might have ensued.
Each interview features the same ten questions asked to one of our members. This week, we listen to what sub_bastard has to say about hierarchy.
1. What role do you identify as, and how does your style/interpretation of this role align/differ from other styles you have come across?
I identify as a faggot. It is not an offensive word to me, and it should not be offensive to anyone. It’s a word that perfectly explains the role I was born into. Inferior to real men. Ready to serve in and out of bed and insert myself into the natural hierarchy at the place where I belong. I also identify as a faggot whore, as I love to be whored out or shared by my Alphas buddies for their pleasure or release purposes. I see it as one of my duties whilst honoring Alphas privileges.
2. When did you realize and accept your role? What triggered your sexual awakening?
I realized it very early on in my childhood. I guess around being 7 or 8 years old, I deeply admired older Alphas at school and when bullied, I didn’t feel ashamed or wrong, I just felt an overwhelming sense of purpose. Other guys cried and complained and I felt it was just right and admired Alphas confidence and power of their Alpha behavior. So I guess triggers were dominant bully behavior of Alphas around me. Also most definitely the smell of their sweat which was such a trigger! Verbal humiliation. And spitting. I love to see them spit and I craved to lick it as long as I remember.
3. What was your first time fully experiencing your role like?
I guess I would say fully experiencing my role was very early on when I was bullied as a kid. I realized it’s okay to be submissive and they were actually right: I should accept that I will never be like them, neither that I aspire to. I accepted natural hierarchy before I experienced it sexually. But when I experienced it sexually, I felt that something very important clicked and that I was right – this is my purpose and duty. And I went on a journey to understanding it and embracing it fully. So when I first knelt in front of Alpha cock, I trembled with respect and admiration for the glory of manhood. I felt utter happiness like never before. I felt my life has a purpose and meaning. I felt deep humility and inferiority and I wanted to be owned and loose every remains of myself for true unapologetic masculinity and Alphahood
4. What do you look for / expect in someone of the opposite role?
I look for realness in the first place. As a faggot I see that Alphahood is not chosen but inherent and cannot be learned, only perfected. So the most important for me is to look for true masculine confidence in an Alpha. I also look for that in physical appearance. I admire very masculine looking Alphas. It doesn’t matter if they are young jock-types or big bearish daddies; so long as they are masculine and not overly obese. Then of course I may have something I can call “preferences”, which are basically a bunch of fetishes I have. So I look for skill in verbal degradation, love really sweaty Alphas, even uncut cheesy dicks. I love big feet and big hands, thick dicks, deep voice. I guess you can say it’s all typical, very domineering, masculine presence type things.
5. What do you look for / expect in someone claiming to be of the same role?
I expect faggots to understand that our role is a privilege and duty. It’s not worthless. It’s needed in the world and it’s natural. It should be approached and executed with honor and respect and very precisely because it is serving a higher purpose and it’s work towards restoring the natural order of the world.
6. How do you develop your role to learn, grow, and improve?
A lot comes from talking to Alphas about it. I can do some self development, but only to a certain extent. Faggots need to be learning from Alphas because every Alpha can teach them a new layer of serving and satisfying. It is a very important process in losing the focus on yourself and your pleasure and working on having the layered experience of all possibilities and nuances of serving an Alpha. So I would say the biggest improvement always comes from learning from Alphas. Listening, being guided, and then perfecting it in your service. And personally, I have an apartment in the historic center of Prague, so I’m trying to offer it as a holiday place for Alphas for free; my services of being a faggot, cumdump, human urinal and tourguide included. That way I can serve the hierarchy and also learn from Alphas.
7. What’s the kinkiest thing you’ve ever done / want to try / or do again?
It’s hard to say as for everyone the limit of kink is somewhere else. I’ve been whored out, I’ve cleaned unwashed cheesy dick, fucked harder than imaginable; all of that felt very edgy and tough when it was happening and yet I understood the meaning of it and crave it again and again.
8. What was one of the best or worst experiences you’ve had in your role?
I guess like for many faggots, the worst and best was being raped. I once encountered a guy who was supposed to fuck my face and he took advantage of me with his height and strength and raped me mercilessly. It was a truly terrifying moment, but also the only moment when I came without touching myself. It was very confusing and very formative, for better or worse.
9. What does “hierarchy” mean to you? What brings you joy since discovering the hierarchy?
That’s very simple. Hierarchy is the truth. Once experienced and understood, it’s the most natural thing. It’s a safe place. It feels right and it is right. It’s a gift and responsibility at the same time. I wish I could be fully owned and serve Alphas and hierarchy on every level.
10. What advice would you give to someone new to the hierarchy?
Approach it with respect, experience it with curiosity, live it with pride, honor it with glory.
You can find sub_bastard and other faggots on our Discord. And if you’re an Alpha traveling through Europe, make sure you hit this fag up for a place to stay..
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